determined to be someone i wont regret being. i’m sick of how i have been. dont get me wrong, i’ve been doing a hell of a lot better than a few years ago, at least in how i’ve treated others. but i’ve still hidden things from my past, things that shouldn’t have been hidden, in a selfish fear of abandonment. no one deserves that, though. fucking no one. i’m taking responsibility for my actions. it’s not too late for me, and i’m going to fucking prove it. even if not to others, then to at least myself.
#last post on this blog #i'm going to get help because i cant do this one on my own but god fucking damn it #i'm going to fucking get there.
why are you still following me stop fuckign following me
i’m.. done
pain??
